Hi Angels,Thanks for your post. The pain you must be feeling must be truely awful. It sounds like you clearly suffer from love addiction . Your feelings to this celebrity are clearly only from you as he wouldnt know who you were. True love is based on companionship with another (such as your boyfriend). Fantasising about him would only make this worse as you think about something you can never have, and the guilt this brings between you and your boyfriend. In SLAA, we learn that we cannot help being triggered in this way, but learn to accept it for what it is, just feelings. Over time, those feelings become less and less as we no longer act on them. I too have had obcessions with various famous ladies, if only to the extent of obscessively checking their sites and blogs. However, I began to realise what I was doing and put it down. I stopped looking at their sites, stopped reading their blogs, and felt a whole lot better for it. Perhaps you may have found yourself obsessional from one person to another. This "love addiction" is very painful. Consider trying one of the SLAA groups, you may find some solice there. Best wishes. Prof.